31st December 2009

[[Did not write this in my dream diary notebook, so this is all I can remember]]

Woke up in Sam's bed after New Year's in Hull, but it was actually the 5th of January now.

Went on facebook. A message from Josh telling me he found someone else. I replied with "I don't anymore, I have someone else".

Me and Sam walked outside and it looked like Bury. He said "you've got money now, lucky!"

I went to check my bank to see if my student loan was in.

16th October 2009

In a shopping area. Food shopping. Multiple cars. Lots of us. Car pooling. Me and Josh car pooled with Nathan (from Primary School) and a few West Asian lads who were horrid to me.
We walked in and I spoke with Ashley (Dickinson, from High School). Emily and Mat were in another car, so they were there. Alex and Nikki were.
I was in an area with a sculpture, with colour changing lights and I play on it for a while, still talking to Ashley.
I get bullied by the Asian lads some more. I walk off upset. I see Emily and Mat. Mat looks like Not John from Uni. I stop at the sculpture until Ashley comes back. She talks about how she needs to catch a train tomorrow at 1:45pm.
It's time to leave and Ashley asks about Schmee. I say I've got dirt on him. Very pleased. At the car, Josh gets into the American driver's side, with Nathan next to him. Nathan is horrible to me. I tell him to hit me. He doesn't do it hard enough and I get annoyed.

11th October 2009

At home, watching The Simpsons. Mum hates it.
Skips way out to me and Josh walking around Bury, his sister's with us and the group we're with and is texting horrible things to me. We walk to the bus/train station.
Me and Josh climb to the roof of a newsagents for privacy and Josh tries to have sex with me. One of the 1st year students on the same course as me climbs up with us. She wants to join in, he tries to persuade me. He has a catalogue of all female nude Barbies and asks me which one I'd have sex with. I just refuse and get upset. He doesn't care and starts having sex with her instead.

[Woke up crying]

10th October 2009

First dream I don't remember (but there was one).
8am to 11am dreams...
In a car at a wedding. After swimming. Lost and/or broken body jewellery. In Dave's (family friend) car waiting for my Dad. It's Dave van for work, but like a limo.
Skips ahead to being with Josh, then Mum. In a store with lots of clothes. Shoe area is from another dream but repeating. Gradually changes to a comic book store, Me, Alex, and Nikki are in an "accessories" section with Nintendo headbands, and Hello Kitty things, Mario kart pens. Lots of Mario headbands, I pick 2 Mario, 1 Hello Kitty. The Hello Kitty one looks like a carrot. Chan (housemate) tries to guess which ones I was going to buy.
Dream closes with me in a TK Maxx style place but exclusive to shoes, looking at lots of different styles of Hello Kitty shoes. I try to take pictures of the ones I want to tell me Mum so she might get me them for Christmas. The store clerk said it was too late because it was closing.

2nd October 2009

Weird. Seem to be walking round arcade-y shopping centre type places. First it's Liam (from school)'s birthday party. Then walking round arcades. Then me, Josh, and eventually Matthew (from high school) go biking. I'm on a push bike, they're on dirt bikes. Because I struggle to get up a huge hill they assume I'm pregnant.
They buy me lots of baby "kits" and a book about babies and disease.
Emily and me at parties. Don't know anyone. Texts that say "boo 1", "boo 1-2", "boo 1-5" and "boo 2". Me and Emily get a taxi home to my house. Ends with me, bands members and (from memory it appeared to be) a blonde Trent Reznor. Clinging to him, crying, the size of a child.

13th September 2009

Josh's living room. Leonardo Di Caprio smoking. Dialogue (I don't remember what was said). Josh's dog Luke (which doesn't look like him) purposely drooling on me. I went outside and it was my front room now. Some nerdy guy from my high school was there and there was a sleepover. In the morning he wore a bra and underwear, turquoise and pink, that were possibly supposed to be mine. He runs out into the street.
The dream repeats again from the beginning, same dialogue and entirely the same until he runs into the street. My Mum went to grab him to stop him this time, and then I grabbed my Mum's leg. I get dragged down to the end of my street and my friend Tom is there. He starts to talk about a film. Possibly by Disney, a horror film. The dream starts to repeat again. This time Luke's really trying to dribble on me, and is barking and spitting ice water at me.
I woke up.

8th September 2009

In Florida with Josh. He decides we should get on a plane to somewhere else for a few days together. Tells me to get on the plane first. I talk to a lady on the desk in the airport. Suddenly the desk isn't in the airport any more. It's in a street in a village in Africa. There are bars and stalls along the street. I come out of the centre and go out into the wild. There are giant insects, smaller scale cheetahs. We end up having to hide from "the hunters". We hide amongst a pile of rocks, and I realise my hair dye will give us away so I dangle my head behind the pile of rocks and my head gets bitten off by a huge male lion.

29th August 2009

Prince and I. Serious relationship. I think he was supposed to be Josh but he.... obviously wasn't? Says I'm different to everyone else. Doesn't care what anyone would think. Puts me on a plane to the USA to see him with my Mum, Dad, and my friend as a child Tom.