Tuesday, 20 October 2009

20th October 2009

At a social gathering. Matthew (Parton, high school), Ashley (Burden, high school) etc. They're being mean so I go to leave, but not before I discover that I've just been cheated on.
I go away on a walk with a bag full of loose smarties, A dog comes to inspect them and then starts licking the colour off them. The owner invites me to his house for a drink, noticing I'm a bit down. The man turns out to be Sam's Dad.
They're playing a board game and a fishing Wii game at the same time. Eventually Sam and I go to his room and I tell him what happened. He feels sorry for me and is glad I came round. He invites me to come another day because his "dog is getting old and lonely". I agree.
I turn up and go into his room, and people jump out at me. I state that I was not surprised, until I'm handed a rolled up piece of paper. I unroll it and state that I am now indeed surprised. It's a poster with Sam drawn on it, and the Billy doll from the Saw films. He asks if I'll go see the new one with him, despite me knowing how much he hates it.

16th October 2009

In a shopping area. Food shopping. Multiple cars. Lots of us. Car pooling. Me and Josh car pooled with Nathan (from Primary School) and a few West Asian lads who were horrid to me.
We walked in and I spoke with Ashley (Dickinson, from High School). Emily and Mat were in another car, so they were there. Alex and Nikki were.
I was in an area with a sculpture, with colour changing lights and I play on it for a while, still talking to Ashley.
I get bullied by the Asian lads some more. I walk off upset. I see Emily and Mat. Mat looks like Not John from Uni. I stop at the sculpture until Ashley comes back. She talks about how she needs to catch a train tomorrow at 1:45pm.
It's time to leave and Ashley asks about Schmee. I say I've got dirt on him. Very pleased. At the car, Josh gets into the American driver's side, with Nathan next to him. Nathan is horrible to me. I tell him to hit me. He doesn't do it hard enough and I get annoyed.

Sunday, 11 October 2009

11th October 2009

At home, watching The Simpsons. Mum hates it.
Skips way out to me and Josh walking around Bury, his sister's with us and the group we're with and is texting horrible things to me. We walk to the bus/train station.
Me and Josh climb to the roof of a newsagents for privacy and Josh tries to have sex with me. One of the 1st year students on the same course as me climbs up with us. She wants to join in, he tries to persuade me. He has a catalogue of all female nude Barbies and asks me which one I'd have sex with. I just refuse and get upset. He doesn't care and starts having sex with her instead.

[Woke up crying]

10th October 2009

First dream I don't remember (but there was one).
8am to 11am dreams...
In a car at a wedding. After swimming. Lost and/or broken body jewellery. In Dave's (family friend) car waiting for my Dad. It's Dave van for work, but like a limo.
Skips ahead to being with Josh, then Mum. In a store with lots of clothes. Shoe area is from another dream but repeating. Gradually changes to a comic book store, Me, Alex, and Nikki are in an "accessories" section with Nintendo headbands, and Hello Kitty things, Mario kart pens. Lots of Mario headbands, I pick 2 Mario, 1 Hello Kitty. The Hello Kitty one looks like a carrot. Chan (housemate) tries to guess which ones I was going to buy.
Dream closes with me in a TK Maxx style place but exclusive to shoes, looking at lots of different styles of Hello Kitty shoes. I try to take pictures of the ones I want to tell me Mum so she might get me them for Christmas. The store clerk said it was too late because it was closing.

3rd October 2009

Wildlife photography class - but it's in high school. Beginning's fuzzy, but after a tiger is safely put back, asked to complete a task of making coffee in cups made of newspaper. After failing I realise that some people were able to make their newspaper back into wood. Anwar (character from Skins) was there. Nikki spots a tiger which turns out to be the new guy we have for CS seminars.

2nd October 2009

Weird. Seem to be walking round arcade-y shopping centre type places. First it's Liam (from school)'s birthday party. Then walking round arcades. Then me, Josh, and eventually Matthew (from high school) go biking. I'm on a push bike, they're on dirt bikes. Because I struggle to get up a huge hill they assume I'm pregnant.
They buy me lots of baby "kits" and a book about babies and disease.
Emily and me at parties. Don't know anyone. Texts that say "boo 1", "boo 1-2", "boo 1-5" and "boo 2". Me and Emily get a taxi home to my house. Ends with me, bands members and (from memory it appeared to be) a blonde Trent Reznor. Clinging to him, crying, the size of a child.